Jake E - Vocals, Programming, Songwriting
Jesper Strömblad - Guitars, Programming, Songwriting
Peter Iwers - Bass
Alex Landenburg - Drums
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Recorded - March - June 2017
Produced - Jakob Herrmann
Additional editing - Christoffer Borg
Mixed and Mastered - Jacob Hansen
Studios:
Vocals - New York, USA by Jacob Hansen
Drums and Guitars - Top Floor Studios Gothenburg
Bass - Oral Majority Recording, Gothenburg
Additional vocals - Metal Media Studios, Gothenburg
Additonal guitars - Hansen Studios, Denmark
Mixed and Mastered - Hansen Studios Ribe, Denmark |
Kill me I'm out of here
Grieve
What's been said and done
Break break
Me out and you will be outrun
You try to kill us
But we'll stand the end of days
Consumed by greed
You trade your hearts away
You don't practise what you preach
Well you're planting your own dismay
Blood brothers
Lost along the ride
Forever
Crucified
Kill me I'm out of here
Grieve
What's been said and done
Break break
Me out and you will be outrun
Kill me I'm out of here
Grieve
What's been said and done
Break break
Me out and you will be outrun
[Instrumental break]
Kill me I'm out of here
Grieve
What's been said and done
Break break
Me out and you will be outrun
Kill me I'm out of here
Grieve
What's been said and done
Break break
Me out and you will be outrun
2. Heartrage
They told me to be strong
Prolong
Ambivalent
The future was my past
I was decadent
I felt my heart beat like
A beating drum
I know that I was blind, alone
Uncertainly, I left without a sound
Afraid my enemy
A constant battle that keeps going on
Headstrong I fell into oblivion
Revenge is burning in my mind
So this is how you're killing me
Feeding my anxiety
When there's no tears left to cry
We're all destined to die
Tell me why you're killing me
My independency
I put my life on the line
I'm preventing my final demise
Was I the one that sold a false conspiracy
Hold on tight, it empowers me
To take this final battle for another spin
I know that I am my own worst enemy
I hold the future in my hands
So this is how you're killing me
Feeding my anxiety
When there's no tears left to cry
We're all destined to die
Tell me why you're killing me
My independency
I put my life on the line
I'm preventing my final demise
I see my pain reflecting in the hundred thousand pieces
Scattered all around me from the mirror
Now we're even
After all these years
Feel my blood and tears
Ain't saying I am a saint you say I hurted you
I am picking up the pieces
I am leaving you
Time to say farewell
We will never meet again
So this is how you're killing me
Feeding my anxiety
When there's no tears left to cry
We're all destined to die
Tell me why you're killing me
My independency
I put my life on the line
I'm preventing my final demise
3. Here to Save You
I live with a dream
To master the stars
To gather the oceans
And draw them apart
And all these tears your shed in vain
Belongs to me
You will never get me
I fought to stay alive
As my dreams collide
Got nowhere left to hide
I was forced to abide
When there's nothing left to prove
I'm coming to get you
I am alive
And I will stay
Come and feel my flame
And as darkness hanging over you
I am here to save you
I am your pain, I am your goal
I am what's lost inside your soul
But I am here to make it go away
Still you wait until the break of day
I'm turning away
I'm losing my mind
Got nowhere to go
Got nowhere to hide
And all these fires that extinguish our flame
Let's burn this masquerade
A slave for humankind
I made sure I would survive
To stay alive
Now it's time to move on
When there's nothing left to prove
I'm coming to get you
I am alive
And I will stay
Come and feel my flame
And as darkness hanging over you
I am here to save you
I am your pain, I am your goal
I am what's lost inside your soul
But I am here to make it go away
Still you wait until the break of day
When there's nothing left to prove
When there's nothing left to prove
I'm coming to get you
I am alive
And I will stay
Come and feel my flame
And as darkness hanging over you
I am here to save you
I am your pain, I am your goal
I am what's lost inside your soul
But I am here to make it go away
Still you wait until the break of day
4. Muted Life
Falling
Higher
Stimulate my muted life
Screaming
Fold your eyes
Stalling visions
Crawling
Missing
Hope
When there's no time to run
When is it time to run
Is this my chance to start a fire?
I'll be the first in line
To see your world go down in flames
Facing the border
You trust
In dreams you falter
Faith and pride
I am silenced by "brothers"
But I resuscitate my strife
Is this my place to die?
When is it time to run
Is this my chance to start a fire?
I'll be the first in line
To see your world go down in flames
When is it time to run
Is this my chance to start a fire?
I'll be the first in line
To see your world go down in flames
When is it time to run
Is this my chance to start a fire?
I'll be the first in line
To see your world go down in flames
When is it time to run
Is this my chance to start a fire?
I'll be the first in line
To see your world go down in flames
5. Closure
I haven't eaten, drinking or been up for days
I'm walking 'round in circles with an endless headache
I feel misplaced tonight
We're getting back to square one
Our journey has begun
The future we outrun
But you will always be my brainchild of passion
I am the child from the stars
That got lost in the dark
Between heaven and hell
I am forced to live on
I am the cause when you sin
I am the demon you skin
But there is no more tears to beautify
This is my last goodbye
Getting ready to fight
We fight for our lives
We're buried in trenches
We're bruising our minds
And every single argument's like walking on glass
Whatever the setback
I'll never look back
So this is how your life's supposed to be?
I am the child from the stars
That got lost in the dark
Between heaven and hell
I am forced to live on
I am the cause when you sin
I am the demon you skin
But there is no more tears to beautify
This is my last goodbye
I am the child from the stars
That got lost in the dark
Between heaven and hell
I am forced to live on
I am the cause when you sin
I am the demon you skin
But there is no more tears to beautify
This is my last goodbye
I am the child from the stars
That got lost in the dark
Between heaven and hell
I am forced to live on
I am the cause when you sin
I am the demon you skin
But there is no more tears to beautify
This is my last goodbye
6. Letter to Myself
Scattered dreams
Collect what I used to be
This fight is an infinite maze
A hunt but without the chase
Reject the cure
My symptoms, your metaphor
Immortal yet still so feeble
Half human addictive evil
For a life I obsessed you
Now its time to forget you
And no matter how hard, I try
Cross your heart and swear you'll try
I am full of forgiveness
Let me out of this illness
There's a reason I stand revived
No more fears where tears don't dry
I write these lines
A crossword with random rhymes
Expressing the voice within me
The scars that won't ever leave me
Escaped it all
Imprisoned with hollow bars
Reducing my own desire
By calling myself a liar
For a life I obsessed you
Now its time to forget you
And no matter how hard, I try
Cross your heart and swear you'll try
I am full of forgiveness
Let me out of this illness
There's a reason I stand revived
No more fears where tears don't dry
I run
I cry
Please wait for me
I hold my breath just as I'm
Drowning
Feels like I'm
Flying
For a life I obsessed you
Now its time to forget you
And no matter how hard, I try
Cross your heart and swear you'll try
I am full of forgiveness
Let me out of this illness
There's a reason I stand revived
No more fears where tears don't dry
7. Dark Clarity
I am losing all my sympathy
A reflective dance with misery
'Cause in 18.000 days
Our own hearts cease to obey
I'm romancing a cliché
In this life we portray
We conduct our own demise
I want to break out
I want to break out now
I always saw myself as "come and get me"
I never thought that I would let you in
Some say that I have always lacked control
I'm balancing my deviant revolt
I never thought that I was here to save you
If someone told me I would die alone
This is a battle against my own relief
It's hard to face the fact you're on your own
Through these battles
I allude myself
While debating my indifference
Keep the pressure
See it heal
I am scared to be relieved
I am dreaming of a day when I don't feel a thing
A repulsive piece of mind
I want to break out
I want to break out now
I always saw myself as "come and get me"
I never thought that I would let you in
Some say that I have always lacked control
I'm balancing my deviant revolt
I never thought that I was here to save you
If someone told me I would die alone
This is a battle against my own relief
It's hard to face the fact you're on your own
I always saw myself as "come and get me"
I never thought that I would let you in
Some say that I have always lacked control
I'm balancing my deviant revolt
I never thought that I was here to save you
If someone told me I would die alone
This is a battle against my own relief
It's hard to face the fact you're on your own
8. Holding Your Breath
You tell me you're sorry
You tell me you're holding your breath for me
I see you fight through another day
I know it's hard for you
The weight on your shoulders
You are the one for me
I love you 'til the day I go under
I see how you're hurting
I feel like I'm chained to a wall
I wanna be near you
To help you regain your control
But every step will take me back to the start
I
Want you to know you are the center of my heart
And
You need to understand
I'll stay with you through heaven and hell
But you keep smother me relentlessly
Please carry me home
Future is my enemy
I am not dying here alone
Save me from insanity
Just give me wings to fly
My precious life
'cause I am way too young to die!
I used to be a drifter
I was used to walk alone
When I met you all my darkness disappeared
You were the one
That showed me how to live
Instead of whom to be
I had no option to surrender your divinity
And I was selling my soul for dirt
Anything for money
Pawned my dreams so I could lead your way
But every step will take me back to the start
I
Want you to know you are the center of my heart
And
All I ever wanted was for you to love me
[x2]
But you keep smother me relentlessly
Please carry me home
Future is my enemy
I am not dying here alone
Save me from insanity
Just give me wings to fly
My precious life
'cause I am way too young to die!
9. Rescue Ride
You know that feeling when you're lonely
But got noone to call
And you're concealing your own misery
Got nothing to live for
You are the preacher of insanity
This is the lesson for your dignity
I know you're walking in circles
You try to hide your dysfunction
You're feeling captured
As you've taken every shortcut to function
You know I'm in your mind
It's time to start another rescue ride
Tonight we fight
There's nothing left to lose
Hang on
I feel your pain
But we are here
To guide you all the way
You need to open up your eyes
Tonight we fight
It's time you let it go
Away
I know your fears
We're all ashamed
We all seek sympathy
You need to claim your hollow soul
The future is calling for you
You know that hunger you can't handle
When you're under the pressure
You wish for someone to
Remote you through the end of the letter
You are a candle on a stormy day
This a battle you must fight afraid
I know we face a disclosure
And I'm about to cross over
It' s a submissive combination
When you burn every border
You know I'm in your mind
Its time to start another rescue ride
Tonight we fight
[x2]
There's nothing left to lose
Hang on
I feel your pain
But we are here
To guide you all the way
You need to open up your eyes
Tonight we fight
It's time you let it go
Away
I know your fears
We're all ashamed
We all seek sympathy
You need to claim your hollow soul
The future is calling for you
10. Black Wings
I know we're used to fighting
Indifference contrived
You make it disappear in a blink of an eye
It makes me come clean
I need to come clean
'cause you're my only passion
The balance
The pain
Abandoned like a stranger
Alone in the rain
I know you see me
But please just leave me
Heal my heart
Remove my remedy
Let my soul be saved
'cause tomorrow
It might be far too late
When there's noone to blame
And you're left with shame
I'm standing alone
Left to fight off my demons
As you rise from the dead
All those lies you've read
I'm turning my head
As I fight off my demons
I know we're used to fighting
For difference we strive
To make our voices heard
In this carousel called life
It makes me come clean
I need to get clean
'Cause you're the only one
I ever loved in this life
And I don't ever wanna lose you
Yet I'm done with this fight
I know you see me
But please just leave me
Heal my heart
Remove my remedy
Let my soul be saved
'cause tomorrow
It might be far too late
When there's noone to blame
And you're left with shame
I'm standing alone
Left to fight off my demons
As you rise from the dead
All those lies you've read
I'm turning my head
As I fight off my demons
When there's noone to blame
And you're left with shame
I'm standing alone
Left to fight off my demons
As you rise from the dead
All those lies you've read
I'm turning my head
As I fight off my demons
11. Inside a Lullaby
You fold your arms around me
The world embrace and lift the fear
Won't be missed 'till it disappears
Can't siege this growing hunger
I hear you whisper in my ear
I'll be here
So this is why I cry when I'm asleep
I am fragile I feel weak
Without you I feel hollow
I'm alive
I dream with open eyes
When darkness turns to white
The moment when your life's inside a lullaby
I know I hurt your feelings
I'm hanging on for one more day
And I know what you've done for me
We are alike though different
We are together yet apart
In our hearts
So this is why I cry when I'm asleep
I am fragile I feel weak
Without you I feel hollow
I'm alive
I dream with open eyes
When darkness turns to white
The moment when your life's inside a lullaby
So this is why I cry when I'm asleep
I am fragile I feel weak
Without you I feel hollow
I'm alive
I dream with open eyes
When darkness turns to white
The moment when your life's inside a lullaby
12. Dead to Me
What more can a man do than do the right thing right?
I came to the crossroad while my mind wondered
Where would I be
What would I become
And the mask is burning
The heart aches from the path of errors
I'm infected through addiction, and I live a life
But my sanity belongs since long to evil
To who it may concern
Live, with a notion
To scars that you can't see, but I
I will come out stronger
And in a long run, a winner
Over my greatest fucking enemies
You are all dead
To me
I tell you I am sorry, I cursed you
I'm under your skin
I am a burden a leech that is buried within
I am pollution, I'm darkness
The scars you can't see
I am the fire that burns when there's nothing to win
Mistake me for a liar
Higher, my purpose in life
Was just to spread feelings and laughter but look at me now
You made me weak and I'm fragile and cold
Why do I have to make this journey
All by my own
What more can a man do, I am infected
My sanity's clear, what will it become of me
Will you please forgive me, find the answer
I'm righting my wrongs
Will questions conclude what went wrong
What more can a man do, I am infected
My sanity's clear, what will it become of me
Will you please forgive me, find the answer
I'm righting my wrongs
Will questions conclude what went wrong
I came to the crossroad while my mind wondered
Where would I be
What would I become
I tart to build up anger within me
It runs through my veins
I am electric, I'm screaming
Let go of this pain
I am confronting my demons to win
This is a battle I must conquer in this pendulum swing
Cause this is now I get out of here
What more can a man do, I am infected
My sanity's clear, what will it become of me
Will you please forgive me, find the answer
I'm righting my wrongs
Will questions conclude what went wrong
You're all dead
To me