Xibalba

Will there be any hope for me to last?
It always seems like I'm going nowhere fast
So as I look to the sky
Only one thing comes to mind
The sun hasn't got any brighter

2. Madre mia
adre mia gracias por los dias
Aunque sea que los resto de mis diasseran una pesadilla
Quien desea que estos malditos dias seran una pesadilla
Malditos dias
Madre mia gracias por los dias
I've grown sick of this damned world
Chaos surrounds me
All happiness taken from us
Life has raped us
Fear is taking over
How did things get so bad?
Fuck their love
Fuck my trust in them
Fuck everything that seems right
I hate them
I hate everything
Is the world fucked or am I just fucked in the head?
I really don't know
These bones keep shaking
My thoughts keep chasing
My fears keep coming down
I'm sorry but I can't help but feel this way
My hate keeps growing
I'm sorry but I can't keep drowning
My disgust keeps me going
I'm sorry but I can't stop myself

3. Never Kneel
This land has been cursed
Plagued by famine and disease
The gods are punishing our dynasty
Do you hear the calls of the priests?
The divine wish to feast on human sacrifices
Listen to the screams as hearts are dug from bodies
Watch the blood flow down the temple's holy steps
But nothing has changed
Blood has been spilled
Misfortune remains the same
Conquerors have seen our dynasty no longer be
So we wait for death
It could not come soon enough
Our final breath
Never kneel!
To your fucking christ
As he spreads nothing but filth and lies
Hypocrisy rewarded with a crown of thorns
As the legions of people follow
Legions of people look into the eyes of your god as he dies

4. Fallen
I'm falling hard
Don't worry about me
I'm used to jumping off all the wrong buildings
I always end up face down on the ground
When everything is meant to be broken
Why do we continue with these feelings?
I don't know but I feel so alive
I feel the swelling
Let's just enjoy the moment for it's memories
Let's enjoy the dreams
Cause it's just dreams that I have
I'm falling
Let's enjoy the dream
Cause it's all a fucking dream
I found perfection in imperfections
I found everything I hate
Everything I love
In this

5. Time's Up
My body is eating away
There's nothing that can save me now
The more I try the less I progress
Skin and flesh
That's all that's left
Weakened body and low self-esteem
There's nothing
I keep breathing
I keep me breathing
Keep me alive
I can feel it
My time is almost up
The end is near
Each day is a new struggle
A new way to make it end
Each day is a new struggle
Our day is coming to and end
I'm getting desperate and in too deep
Will I make it to see another day?
To see tomorrow?
To see your face?
My future looks bleak and grim
Death is breathing down my neck
Suffering is the only emotion that fills my body
It is what is keeping me alive and breathing
I can feel it
My time is almost up
The end is near
Suffering is on its way
Today it is the end
Death is breathing down my neck
Suffering is on its way

6. We Deserve to Die
I walk the town where we once roamed
Side by side in the once stunning city turned black
And the only thing I found was you underground
Now I drown in this bottle
Knowing it will end and I will be on the prowl
Behind the lies we hide
We die tonight
Behind the lies we hide my friend
For both god and I know we deserve to die
I've been let down and I've been breaking down
It is all done
It is all gone and it's dark here and I'm scared
I've been let down
I've been breaking down
Just let me down the rest of this bottle
And I'll be on my way down
Die tonight
I will be seeing you, my friend
In hell

7. Red
Rain blood
May the earth be covered with a blanket of red
Rain blood
May you all die in red
Rain blood
Letting every once of blood drain
Filling the seas and valleys with blood
Avalanches of blood
Crashing down
Leaving the desert hot
Sand soaked in red
Rain blood
Let it all be fucking red
May I only see red
Let it all be red
Dare to see forever
Rain blood
Letting everything bed red
At the end I will stand on the highest mountain
With a grin on my fucking face

8. Obituary
Finger on the trigger
Barrel to my head
Just seems easier if I were dead
I hate you
Left me here to rot
I'm tired of pretending I'm okay
What do I do when everything continues to fall apart?
Questioning how I've gotten this far
Where do I find happiness?
Searched for far too long
I still sit here
Cold, abandoned by the world
Bottle is done
No hope, no fears, no tears
I'm fucked in the head
But no one will notice
Just pull the trigger
Just do it
Life has given up on me
But I won't let death take me
Left with nothing
No path to follow
I hate you
Fuck the world
It's just me now and I'm after you
Nothing will save you
Eye for an eye
Finger on the trigger
Barrel to your head
It would be better if you were dead
I'm coming for you