Apparition

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Begin
Again
Reclaim your balance
Feel your strength
Fading image
Burning
Underneath
Understanding
Lesson unfolds
Coalesce with the present
Unite with the whole

2. Drowning in the Stream of Consciousness

Relentless
Anguish
Steals the focus
Of determination
Increase the flow
Intensity bestowed
Internal torment
Purpose unknown
Hemispheres
Flooded
Drowning in haste
Frequency of anger
Obfuscate
Corroded receptors
Undulate
Pulsing anger
Pure hate, pure hate
Pulsing anger
Suffocate, suffocate
Attenuation
Force reduced
Torn
Ripped out of carcass
Spirit
Consumed by darkness
Pain resumes
This spirit
Haunted
Self torment
Fills the bone
Destined
To be alone

3. Nonlocality

Tortured cells
Tortured soul
Replicate, rip away
Connected
Eternally
Twisted RNA
Deformed messaging
Maligned meninges
Causing thoughts of hate
Movement bestowed
Up through
Spinal cord
Into
Realm unknown
Ethereal synthesis
Of flesh
Of bone
Vertebral column
Entanglement of soul
Meditate
Mimic
True self
Release
Let go
Speak these words
Try to know
I will not live in anguish
I will not live in grief
I am my master
Self determined inner peace
I see the eye of entirety
Stare back and feel

4. Perpetually Altered

Neurotoxins
Shaping life
Interfering pattern
Creating time
Breathing
Seething
Chaotic cells
Variabalistic hell
Vertebrae
Sends away
Life source
Fractured aura
Scattered brain
Intensity and force
Pathways split
Synapses fail
Stunted perception
Time won't heal
Chemically imbalanced
Altered state
Entangling reality
Enshrined by hate
From without,
Comes within
Breaking through this skin
Condition of the spine
Results in the loss of mind
This vertebrae
It breaks away
Reveal life force
Fractured aura
Scattered brain
Resemblance of a corpse
Breathing
Seething
Clenched soul

5. Entanglement

Acrid insides awaken for life
Come to, your life lies before you

6. Feel

Blue mist before me
Seeping into this realm
The outline of faces
Came to tell
Look into me
And see yourself
The image shatters
The ego broken
Nothingness
Fills the space
Nerve endings burn
Your vessel numb
Hollowed out
Your life undone
Consciousness floating astray
Forcibly pulled
In the current of souls
Coagulated mist
Vanish into fog
Rupture
Third eye
Clinching
You die
Expanding awareness
Beyond what's seen
Consciousness floating astray
Forcibly pulled
In the current of souls
The ego no longer in use
A conduit
Of truth
Remember your purpose
Separate from the past
Understand the pain
Liberate
Feel sane
Feel