if I made you feel sad
It is out, all the shit's on me
Trying my best to make a fool of myself
I hate that and you hate me Funny how we still get by

Of all the people I could choose hate from
I chose the ones that had me lifted off the ground

Can you see or must you be shown
What I am about and all that I do stand for
I don't see what you see
Sorry if I'm making you mad
This is all a part of me
Do you think that I'm all proud of myself?
It's for free, take it out on me
Don't believe we ever got by

Do we get by?
This is goodbye

More, give all that you've got
More, said more, is that all that you've got, more

Of all the prospects it is you I've found
So hate me all you want but I am gone

Hurting bad, you hunt me down
Trying you best to make me hurt like you do
You hate me and I like that
Sorry if you think you look bad
So give me now all you've got
Trying your best to end my life the hard way
You give up, I beg for more
Funny how we ever got by


2. Lackluster Day

Shot for the very first time
Cos I didn't know what to say
Been alone in this alley before
But I never thought it could go wrong
Tonight it was the final night
And they were gonna set me free
Sure as hell they let me go
And now it's all up to me

Get up on your feet
Time to run away
In my dreams I always found my way
Waiting for the night
To come and take me home

Suffer the consequences
Do what the hell you want
I'm gonna leave it be
And seek higher powers
Love it or leave it though
I'm gonna go below
Letting you run the show
Leave me the fuck alone

Bleed, I will make your life
Into the hell that you made mine
Need no eyes to see your smile
As I show up and stand alone
The night is soon to come again
And this will be your final one
Ticking bomb, that's what I am
Just come and let me show you in

Get up on your knees
Time to run away
In yours dreams
You will get away
Waiting for the night
To come and take you home

Suffer the consequences
Say what the hell you want
I'm gonna leave you to it
Seek higher powers
I will now take you below
And I will do it slow
This is the final one
Lackluster day


3. The Clone

Born, the challenge is to stay
As long as we can and pay
The price for every mistake
We make and we take and we break
When everything falls down
We're stuck in the system like fools
The burden we beat is the lie
We carry till we die

We take what we can find
Once yours, now mine
We crave what we can't fine
Don't waste my time

Make me into what you fake
I'd love to join your hate
For the reasons that I will state
When I crush all the things they create
Do you believe in me?
And all the things I change
This is your final call
To join us build a wall

We're lost but not alone
We carry each our clone
Keep close what you hold dear
It all will disappear

Torn, the reason is unknown
We cling to the better half
Without knowing just what that is
We dream and we hope and we fail
And everything is wrong
From the moment you open your eyes
You're stripped down and given a fate
You carry till you die

We're lost but not alone
We carry each our clone
Keep close what you hold dear
It all will disappear

I wanna join your hate
So make me into something else
We're locked into something we hate
The moment you try to escape
You'll learn that you have been replaced
Do you believe in me?
And all the things I'll change
This is your final call
To join us build a wall

We're lost but not alone
We carry each our clone
Keep close what you hold dear
It all will disappear

We're lost but not alone
We carry each our clone
Keep close what you hold dear
It all will disappear


4. Distant Memory

Oh distant memory, where have you been and gone
As I turn back to see, you're still not there with me
I know you'll never come and I will live with that
But if you one day come, I'll no longer be the one

Wait in line this fight is mine
Trust my words it's not your time
Feel my rage to go run and hide
Hate yourself you have no pride

I said some time ago I'd be the first to leave
And when it all went wrong I had myself to blame

I can't take it when I need to take it
I an wanting everything I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone

What's alive and what is not
To be real comes down to how you feel

Now I paid for my mistakes again and again, too long to understand
But when that's said and done, I have myself to blame

Cos I can't see it when I want to see it
I am needing everything I'm so afraid
To seek the truth is all that I will do
To think you would stay and feel at home

Wait for me, just stop the time
Left to prove you have no pride

I can't watch all this, I hate to know the truth
So tell me finally what do you want?
To dream of you is all that I can do
Something you'd never do in all your time

I can't take it when I need to take it
I am searching everywhere, I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone


5. Release

I fear the sounds at night
Going through my mind
Cold shivers down my spine
Did I leave her to die?

I have a thing or two to tell you
About the things you did
Now I'm finally back to myself
I can hardly behave
Cos I'm left cold

This is me releasing all
I can't protect you when you fall

Fear, the flames are getting higher
Can you face me alone>
Know; know now how you made me
Just to tear me apart

Fool, anger fills me over
I'd like to say it was me
Turn around and let me help you
Now this is all I can say
Cos I'm left cold

This is me releasing all
I can't protect you when you fall

This is me releasing all
I can't protect you when you fall
Leave me be and stay away
For I am next, please let me go


6. Life Deprived

All my life I've had the same dream
Every time it ends the same
No one ever there to wake me up
Why can't I find my saviour?

It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self
Need someone here to tell me it's a dream
Cos it's starting to get to me

Scream, I wake up screaming
Shaking, laughing, crying out loud
Dead, I feel like waking from the dead
With one foot still in the grave

Don't wanna fall asleep
Can't stand this endless trip
Need you to help me out
Plead you to make it quick

It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self
I fell out on this lonely road
And I can't find my way back

I was once a strong man
Teaching, telling, making heady
All for nothing damn it
Can you tell me how it blew up?

It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self
Things will never be the same again
I've been deprived of life

Don't wanna fall asleep
Can't stand this endless trip
Need you to help me out
Plead you to make it quick


7. Between The Lines

Tonight we will go another way
Tomorrow there will be another day
Then I'm walking away

We're allowed to walk beneath
Tonight I'll show you what it's all about
So read between the lines

Four more lines and four more scars
Laughing out loud, ignoring the pain and the blood
Yesterday like ages ago
This never ending day gets harder to obey

Time is not on your side
Your crime was to not stay away
Now you're heading my way

We're allowed to walk beneath
Tonight I'll show you what it's all about
So read between the lines

It's burning now, it hits you hard
I told you why you should not have come
In my trail you'll only find you'll pay
Go easy now, try to control yourself

Now you feel what it is I feel
Tonight I'm sure you'll tell me everything
What lies between the lines?


8. Bound To Come

There was a time you wouldn't just walk away
That's long past now
There was a time you told me to stay
Been long since I heard you say
I need you to stay
Don't walk away

These times are lost but remembered
They went away with the wind
In fact I needed them to go
To stay alive and be sane
The more I think of the future
The past remains in my life
the lies, the fight that we had
Was bound to come anyway

It's been awhile since you and I shared a word
I wonder why
There was a time you could look in my eyes
I didn't need to beg you just to stay
I need you to say
Don't walk away

These times are lost but remembered
They went away with the wind
In fact I needed them to go
To stay alive and be sane
The more I think of the future
The past remains in my life
the lies, the fight that we had
Was bound to come anyway

These times are lost but remembered
They went away with the wind
In fact I needed them to go
To stay alive and be sane
The more I think of the future
The past remains in my life
the lies, the fight that we had
Was bound to come anyway


9. Under

Now look where you are
Back on this road again
Still running from your past
Bound to catch up with you someday

Cos I saw you
What you did I had to tell them
And I mean it
I refuse to lie I thought that you knew

Tell it now or don't tell at all
What's it gonna be
Waiting in line to be executed
What's your final word my friend
Do you know, I don't know
Who you're meant to be
Do them a favour, tell you friends goodbye
this is how I'm gonna put your under

So sad to look at you
I miss the time we had together
No wonder they all turned
The way you are, the things you do

When they knew you
What you did it nearly killed them
And I mean this
I cannot change this, only watch you

Tell it now or don't tell at all
What's it gonna be
Waiting in line to be executed
What's your final word my friend
Do you know, I don't know
Who you're meant to be
Do them a favour, tell you friends goodbye
this is how I'm gonna put your under

Been down this road before
Never knew which way to go
Do it now or don't ever do it
Change this mess this is getting crazy

Are you sorry?
I never thought that you would care

Tell it now or don't tell at all
What's it gonna be
Waiting in line to be executed
What's your final word my friend
Do you know, I don't know
Who you're meant to be
Do them a favour, tell you friends goodbye
this is how I'm gonna put your under


10. Brother

They said you knew how to kill and how to maim
They lied, you tried, bend the truth, they won't allow mistakes

You're alive and doing good
Just as long as you can hunt
You will be like this forever
You're never coming home

They said you would get the best of everything
They lied, you tried, every day they laughed at you
Death, my brother, I told him never to go there
Remorse, my bother, they had him taken on his way to war

War- he's taken ill
War- and then some more
War- it's everyday
War- it's everywhere

Still alive and feeling well, wont you come and join us
We will be here for a while, our time is all we've got

We're alive and feeling well, do we wanna change this
What the hell is going on, do we deserve the pain

So they said you will defend your country in every way
But they lied, and they tried to hold you into their pride

Hate, my brother its waiting for a no good cause
Belive, my brother, one day you will come back home from war

War- he still exists
War- he's nothing more
War- he's had enough
War- can take no more

We're alive and feeling well, do we wanna change this
What the hell is going on, do we deserve the pain

Dead, my brother, I told him never to go there
Sorrow, they took him away, please make me understand


11. Cut From Stone

I am alone in all of this
Why can't you be like them?
Now show me the entity
Just like you used to do
Put on your sad disgrace
This will be left to me
These hands will never touch
Another one of your kind again

No, never again

Peace or pestilence, which will it be my dear
End of the reverence, this is your final grave

I, the lonely, lonely, cut from stone
Will I be evermore?

I can't believe I'm hearing this
That I should be like them
Please take this burden off of me
Just like you used to do
Put on your saddest face
This a game to me
These eyes can never face
Another one of your kind again

Leave or consolidate, this choice I give to you
Watch me obliterate, this was my final shame

Again, no never again