National Napalm Syndicate

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Now my life goes down the drain
Staring down the barrel of a gun
With my hand on the trigger that
Rules the gun

What do you expect from me?
What can I do to satisfy this need?
Only mirror staring back at me
Just laughing "no more please"

You give me pleasure, you give me pain
Now my life goes down the drain
Staring down the barrel of a gun
With my hand on the trigger that
Rules the gun

Can anyone tell what's wrong, what's right
I've lost everything that's worth a fight
I have fallen way too deep
Lost in corrosion of humanity


2. Falling To Pieces


Lies, how much more lies
You tell them with flashing eyes
If you could see what I can see
See what I can see

See, you think you belong into a place
A place where you're high above the rest
A place for you to get away
Built on lies and shame

Shame, nothing but false words
While you slither away from my eyes
How long you can go
How long you can go

Go, keep your poison apple away from me
There's nothing I want from you
Just keep digging your own grave
Keep digging your own grave

It's falling to pieces
Your empire is crumbling down
You built your own casket
When you started to believe yourself

It's falling to pieces
You made your bed, now lay in it
Why you despise it?
Because you can never break,
never break your frame...

All that commotion caused
By so little words
If you could see what I see

Lies, can't you hear what
You're saying to me
I cannot believe what I see
Don't you have any pride
You're just a waste of my time

Time, can never heal my wounds
Infected from your cheap shots
Say as much as you like
You're twisting knife in your own back


3. Determination


You forget to say something?
Is there something else to whine about?
Are you looking for compassion?
Don't let the door hit you on your way out

If you think you have problems
Son, you ain't seen nothing yet
But still you want to test me
I'll give you something to whine about

Determination
It drives me on like a noose around my neck
Determination
I've had enough of your stupid shit

There world don't owe you nothing
While you're choking on your silver spoon
Stop whining about nothing
Turn your frustration into something good

Determination
It drives me on like a noose around my neck
Determination
I've had enough of your stupid shit

Did you forget to say something?
Or just want to get your ass kicked?
If you want to keep complaining
Go on, the world don't give a shit


4. The Cross (I Have To Bear)


I feel forsaken - everything was taken
I turned against me - I turned against me

Tubes sticking into me
There's blood everywhere
Damn that surgery
Damn the choice I made

The ride of my life
Lasted only for a while
Now the cross I have to bear
Is there for all to see

If I could I'd end this pain
I can't take the shame I feel
But my hands feel too weak
And they say that I need to sleep

But they won't let me sink
Into never ending sleep
Now the cross I have to bear
Is there for all to see

Why do I feel so insecure?
My own body, it won't work
I feel that I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret

They say that I must eat
They say that I look weak
What the fuck do they know?
Stay away from me

How I want to end this pain
But my mind is too weak
This fucking cross I have to bear
Is there for all to see

Why do I feel so insecure?
My own body, it won't work
I feel that I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret

Now all is on the line
Do I have to read between the lines?
I feel like I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret

Why do I feel so insecure?
My own body, it won't work
I feel like I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret

Why do I feel so insecure?
My own body, it won't work
I feel like I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret

Now all is on the line
Do I have to read between these lines?
I feel like I'm hanging on
I'm hanging on a thread
I can take this pain but not regret


5. The Undertaker


Jump when they ask you to
Always kneel, learn how to crawl
Take one deep in your ass
Beg for mercy, settle for scrabs
When they tell you you are second rate
You accept it with a pat in your back
You are happy with your crown of thorns
Born to lose, suffer in shame
You suffer in shame...

United we stand, divided we fall
Keep your voice down, learn how to crawl
Why change the well-oiled machine
Let the purpose bless the deed
Let the purpose bless the deed

Well, I'm not your maker
Not the undertaker
I can't give you no reasons
I only have on question

If all men are equal
Well, there must be a reason
Why so many has to suffer
So minority can prosper?

You suffer in shame...


6. Hell To Pay


This is the end of everything
Everything there ever was
Low self-esteem is no excuse
You were destined to lose

There was a time when we were friends
Now even the thought just offends
How many options did you have
Before you screwed your friends so bad?

You lie, you cheat
You always betray
You try, you cry
There's hell to pay

When it rains with you, it pours
Still recovering from all the lows
Except no mercy, there shall be none
You had your moment, you had your fun

You lie, you cheat
You always betray
You try, you cry
There's hell to pay

Too many things still unsaid
More blood to be bled
Disappeared without a trace
Oblivion is your right place
There's hell to pay

Who bought your car or your house?
Why are you hiding like a mouse?
You and your lawyers have your lies
But in the end where is your life?


7. The Cure


I've been waiting for so long for
Something to come along
Something to take away the pain
Take away this suffering
I tried to numb myself with
With almost every little thing
But being numb is worse than
Feeling nothing, nothing

Still these walls are closing in
I'm stuck in a rat race that no one can win
I wage a war on myself
Hope that it can cure me
All this guilt, this pretending
No one can save me from myself
I wage a war on everything
Until I find the cure for me

This emptiness is nothing but
A reflection of everything
Everything I thought I would need so
I could be finally something
Why can't I look past what
I think I'm supposed to be
Maybe then I'd realise that
I'm not nothing, nothing

Still these walls are closing in
I'm stuck in a rat race that no one can win
I wage a war on myself
Hope that it can cure me
All this guilt, this pretending
No one can save me from myself
I wage a war on everything
Until I find the cure for me


8. Nothing But Anger


Had enough of all your broken promises
Had enough of being treated like an imbecile
One word too many can drive me out of my mind
One word and I might forget
What's wrong and what's right

No need to hide, I'm sick of hiding my true nature
No need to cry, this is my normal behaviour

You tried to turn me into someone else
Make me your own little household pet
Hell no, I'm not going to take this anymore
Hell no, I'm not going to let you run my world

It's burning my eyes - building inside me
Behind those eyes - my true nature
Like I was buried alive - you pushed me too far
My sweet redemption - nothing but anger

Why can't you see? Why can't you feel?
Why can't you see? Why can't you feel?
What you're trying to do is to turn me
Into something that I can never be

Did you really think you could
Mould me into someone else?
Make me your own little household pet
Guess what, I'm too young for any of this shit
Guess what, I'm too old to learn a new trick

It's burning my eyes - building inside me
Behind those eyes - my true nature
Like I was buried alive - you pushed me too far
My sweet redemption - nothing but anger


9. Sleep At The Wheel


Cold road ahead
Night wraps me in

Weak - I feel so weak
My eyes are bloody red
God, don't let me sleep at the wheel

You set it off - set it off
Hope the noise will wake you
There's no release - no release
White knuckles will always betray you

Drive - no, I can't stop
Lights flash before my eyes
God, don't let me sleep at the wheel

You set it off - set it off
Hope the noise will wake you
There's no release - no release
White knuckles will always betray you

You set it off - set it off
She wraps me under her wing
There's no release - no release
But the temptation is too big

Air - I need cool air
But heat keeps crawling in
God, don't let me sleep at the wheel

You set it off - set it off
Hope the noise will wake you
There's no release - no release
White knuckles will always betray you

You set it off - set it off
She wraps me under her wing
There's no release - no release
But temptation is too big


10. Iron Horse (Terorizer)


Another wasted life
Innocent child has to die
Another empty oil well
Another market has fell

Another broken home
Weak must fight against the unknown
Another innocent one
Rotting on a way straight to hell

Another country has to fall
Another mall must be built
Another useless one
Not a hint of a doubt

Another promise gone wrong
Teach the poor how it's done
Now the blind man is leading the blind
Drooling on a leash of the corporate zone

Left right left right left right left right
Bow down to the might of the iron horse
Left right left right left right left right
Stop fighting that war to
Feed the iron horse
Bow down, bow down

Take all that you want
Keep the engines rolling, our bastard son
Nothing can stop the great white way
Higher power will clear its way

Crush the ones with different god
That's the way it's always been done
Never question the great white way
Today is not our lucky day

Left right left right left right left right
Bow down to the might of the iron horse
Left right left right left right left right
Stop fighting that war to
Feed the iron horse

Left right left right left right left right
Bow down to the might of the iron horse
Left right left right left right left right
Stop fighting that war to
Feed the iron horse

All for one and one for all
Spreading rich man's gospel
Across the world
What's the market value of your soul?
Watch how they crush
The maggots of this world
Our imperial son...