In a world where you're God

And we are all your servants

If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
If we had known about the pain we caused you
We would have stopped just to save you

How far did he go to get to know her?
Much too far and we all must've been blind
It was an ordinary morning
Monday morning, just before nine

And you are all my servants
The guilt is yours, not mine

If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
If we had known about the pain we caused you
We would have stopped just to save you

And you are all my servants
You will all oblige
This will teach the lesson
The guilt is yours, not mine

If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
And if I had known about the pain we caused you
I would have saved you



Unspeakable



In a time and a place
Where I had to bite my lip to not be crying
Through the embers of the second phase
I had to choose another way of dying

And in dreams they come for you
Have they not come to see you too?
In silence flying through the room
Lonely thoughts try to conquering you

I wanna help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
'Cause I've told you forever you have to believe in me

Hand in hand through the worlds I try to conquer
I have fate walking beside me
And through halls of forgotten bliss I have to
Make a choice or die trying

And in dreams they come for you
Have they not come to see you too?
In silence flying through the room
Lonely thoughts try to conquering you

I wanna help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
'Cause I've told you forever you have to believe in me

Believe in me

Why would you ever?

I wanna help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
'Cause I'll always hear you

I wanna help you but you still never ask
'Cause I want you to and I told forever that I
Would always help you to guide you when you're blind
Forever and ever

I wanna help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you nerver laugh?
'Cause I've told you forever you have to believe in me



Lost



I have been walking this long dark road
And I have been climbing this tree so old
I have been wanting to let it all fall
It's making me, turning me

Inside out going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in

You promised me to leave me be
But I got lost and could not see clearly
Now I'm afraid of whom I used to be
Right now I'm just glad that you found me

Inside out going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in

Can I admit to you that I was wrong?
Will you forgive me for what I have done?
Would you leave me here wounded and bleeding?

Inside out going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in

Inside out going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in



Obedience



This is how we try to keep warm
And trust me, you'll need it when it's cold
One more thing just so you don't forget
Don't wake him when he's sleeping

Try and hide before he sees you
You can try but I'm sure that you won't
Don't you cry so that he hears you
I am sure that you won't

And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience

For how long will it be this dark?
The light's been gone since ever
How are we supposed to carry on?
Are we here forever?

And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience

Obedience

And you will cry yourself to sleep
Fight yourself to not give in
Lie to yourself in obedience

Does anybody miss her?
Can anybody hear her?
Does anybody scream her name?
Does anybody miss her?

Try and hide before he sees you
You can try but I'm sure that you won't
Don't you cry so that he hears you
But I am sure that you won't

And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience

Obedience

And you will cry yourself to sleep
Fight yourself to not give in
Lie to yourself in obedience

Obedience



The curtain fall



I have tried, I have fought but for nothing
And I have touched, I have reached just for something
I can't breathe, I can't sleep but I'm fighting
Before the curtain falls

Step in and walk along
Breathe in and let it come
Sit down and watch the curtain fall

Step in and walk along
You've got to give in to let it show
How to beat the weak to become
And praise the strong

Step in and walk along
Breathe in and let it come
Sit down and watch the curtain fall

You took my trust four granted
You shook my hand and smiled
I walked away believing
In a world that never was

You'll never walk alone
I'll mark your words and follow
You'll never be alone

So step in and walk along
Breathe in and let yourself go
Sit down and watch the curtain fall



In remembrance



I remember your voice and your dreams
Your smile when you laughed
And your pain when you screamed
I'll follow your footsteps, let them be my guide

Can you save me from being myself?
It's hard to be strong
When you're stuck in a shell
If you don't desert me I won't you let down

In remembrance
Of all the things you used to do
In remembrance
Of all the faith I had in you

In remembrance
And when I walk, I walk for you

In remembrance of you

I remember when we used to run
Against any threat, united as one
We faced all our fears
And we chased all the clouds blocking the sun

And through the haze that my sorrow created
I heard your voice and the promise you stated
And I...
Won't let you down

In remembrance
Of all the things you used to do
In remembrance
Of all the faith I had in you

In remembrance
And when I walk, I walk for you

In remembrance of you

'Cause I never saw you deserted
Or you never spoke so I heard it
'Cause I would never let you down

Did you call me and I didn't listen?
Did I force you to make a decision?
Did I?

In remembrance
Of all the days we planned and all the things we said we'd do
In remembrance
Of all the times we had and the fate I shared with you

In remembrance
You'll always be my truth 'cause what I know I've learned from you

In remembrance of you



At loss for words



Here we are once again
Time to choose at the crossroads end
Here we are stuck again
Time to speak or to forever be silent

Comes to a point where I can't take another lie
The day has finally come where I demand your silence
Comes to a point where I can't accept another lie
The day has finally come where I would die for your silence

At loss for words and I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now or to forever be...

Comes to a point where I will know you lived a lie
And I'm the first on my knees to accept my naivety
Comes to a point where I can't accept another lie
The day has finally come for you, not me, to be

At loss for words and I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now

Or to forever be bleeding
To forever be believing
To hide from me
And leave me alone

Here we are once again
Time to choose at the crossroads end
Here we are stuck again
Time to speak or to forever be silent

At loss for words and I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now or to forever be...

At loss for words and I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now

Here we are once again
Here we are stuck again
Here we are once again
Time to speak or to forever be silent



Till Dagmar



Instrumental track



Still in the water



We're still in the water
It's getting harder to breathe
I've started counting the seconds
There's been no light here for a week

My only comfort has silenced
I just thought she was asleep
Her breathing stopped forever
And it's leaving me

Thinking I will never leave these waters
But I feel that life is leaving me
Thinking he will never ever free me
I'm stuck forever in a dream

I'm caught forever in a dream

How can I save myself from apocalypse?
How can I change his ways into thinking different?
Can I gain his trust and confidence?
I just need a minute of his common sense

If he'd only say my name
'Cause to him we're all the same
In this world where he's king
And deserving fame

We're his personal belongings
A simple way to ease the lust
I have heard himself reason
And it sheds my hope to dust

And I should never, why would I ever?
Let myself be held prisoned forever
They must have wanted to or maybe been talked into
Joining darkness forever

If he'd only say my name
'Cause to him we're all the same
All the same and deserving fame

We're his personal belongings
A simple way to ease the lust

We're still in the water

He said forever and she screamed never
He promised God to love her now and forever
Time will change her, his laws will break her
Only to make her more pure and better

And now she's crying, no more denying
Asking forgiveness for the time she's been lying
Nothing can harm us, we're made in heaven
I promised God to love you now and forever



The dark I walk you through



He walked her down the street
And stopped where he always left her
He kissed her on the cheek and said:
"Honey, I'll see you later"

And little did he know
That the words he said would never happen ever
He waved to her and turned
And that was the last time he saw her

I'm sorry for the times I screamed
And the times I made you lonely
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
And the times I didn't hold you

I'm sorry for the doubts I brought to you
I'm sorry for the dark I walk you through
I'm sorry for the times I put you through
Forgive me...

Did not walk far
Before I heard the sounds of sirens
Did I reflect at all when they stopped?
And everything turned silent

Did you scream at all?
I wish I would have been there
Did you scream at all?
I wish I could have been there

I'm sorry for the times I screamed
And the times I made you lonely
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
And the times I didn't hold you

I'd never lie, it's you and I
But I failed to keep my promise

If I could I would do anything to change it
I would spend all my time to make sure you would all be safe

I should have done it all so differently
I should have followed you like you wanted me
If I had known what fate would do to you
I would have prayed to her to take me too

I'm sorry that I didn't walk with you
I'm sorry that I did not listen to you
I should have done it all so differently
But I'm just me...



I should



Remind me of what you said life had made you do
What did you do to make all you had fall through?
What forces you to make the choices that you do?
Are we to blame for all the failures that are you?

Or should we blame you?
Should we blame you?

I should blame you for the falling rain
I should blame you for my constant pain
I should be there to remind you every day
I should

How come we bear the cross that you should?
How come we wear the wounds that you should?
I am confused
Why is it me who's bleeding?

We'd never had a chance to make the choice you had
We will all yearn to understand
Not like you, dad
Not like you, dad

I should blame you for the falling rain
I should blame you for my constant pain
I should be there to remind you every day
I should

I should walk you through the halls of my own fate
I should let you taste the tears that fell in hate
I should be there to remind you every day
I should

Remind me of what you said life had made you do
What did you do to make all you had fall through?
What forces you to make the choices that you do?
Are we to blame for all the failures that are you?

Or should we blame you?

I should blame you for the falling rain
I should blame you ofr my constant pain
I should be there to remind you every day
I should

I should walk you through the halls of my own fate
I should let you taste the tears that fell in hate
I should be there to remind you every day
I should

I should



Closure



So is this it?
Does time end here?
Is this what I fought for?
And what I've gained?

What a fool I've been
To think life had more to offer
Instead I lie here
In remorse and suffer

And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to

Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I am not enough

My war on time
Got worse and faster
The sands fought hard
And every day I lost a battle

And even though I knew I lied
And even though I saw the signs
The same three words each time
I am fine

And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to

Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I am not enough

I'm ashamed of the life I've lived
I'm afraid of what I have been
And it just became
Just became enough